Enlightenment

I just realized something. I've been kept out.

I've been out of something and by telling this I'm going make at least one of my two followers think I'm the shallowest person online ever.

I never knew there was  a Matt Dallas... I saw a cute guy in Eastwick and then I started watching Kyle XY - now either my taste in cute men has changed very recently because two days ago I still thought Chris Evans was heaven on earth or I just have been kept out. I stole this pic from imdb just to make my point. Don't sue me, pic rights owners..


He is fresh faced, boyish with dark curly hair and those eyes you can't figure out. He's got this rumpled, just-woken look to him that makes both the girls and the mothers love him.

It's just a shame that he's not so into girls nor mothers. His genes should stay on Earth. I don't mean that being gay is bad, but you can't make kids with other boys -yet- so he'd need a girl... Those genes should keep on going. Really. Really.

Just a thought.. all the pretty girls in my school were kind of mean to other girls. I've always been snubbed by the really handsome guys so I don't really know but is it really true that beautiful outside rarely meets beautiful inside?

I'd really, really like to meet a straight guy who's devilishly handsome, funny, smart and can spend 12 hours a day playing Fallout 3 and doesn't go partying every weekend. Actually I'd like to meet a gay guy who's like that.

There's no such thing, is there?

My New Favorite Show

Why Does It Always Happen To My Favorite Characters?

Why, oh why do they ALWAYS get rid of all the good characters and why?

I understand the character of Gil Grissom from CSI. He was through with it himself. With Gil and Sara gone, there was no reason to watch it.

I was furious for Ghost Whisperer killing Jim and merging him with new-agy stuff. That was one series not to watch.

Now Kutner from House! He quit house to take a position as associate director for the Obama administration's Office of Public Liaison! WTF? For that!? Goddamn political shit! I still haven't decided if I quit watching.

What's next? Patrick Jane -character quits Mentalist?

I Still Hate Being Erica

So why am I watching it?



I think this picture speaks for itself. I suffer every episode in hopes of seeing Tyron Leitso. The Hottest of the Ha-w-tee? Yup. Is watching a TV show because of handsome face okay to deal with the torture of the life of that poor woman character? Wouldn't you want to have just one smile from that face?

You Who Fall In "Love" With A Celeb

An open question to everyone who has fallen in love (or feel some part of the feeling): Is it the actor, the human itself - or is it the character?

I had to ask myself this question after using two minutes of my life to think if I really have extra heart beat for Simon Baker or is it Patrick Jane? How much Baker is in Jane?

Was it ever really Ewan McGregor or was it just Lincoln Six Echo?

Jensen Ackles or Dean Winchester?

Gerard Butler or Dracula?

Chris Evans or Harvard Hottie?

I could go on forever, you know.

Is it real? When you get that feeling, is it real or just as simulated as the characters that get it? Could there be distant chemistry?

My theory is that sometimes someone did look at me like THAT, so I feel that familiar flutter somewhere inside me. Someone had THAT tone in his voice that made me smile the rest of the day. They wake up something inside a person, whether it's a memory trace of something that has happened or just a plain response to stimulae. So, I never blush because of Chris Evans, but rather because I once was kissed by a guy who smiled a lot like him.

A crush I had did the same weird squinch with his eyes as Gerard Butler.

I had to stay up all night to figure that out.

Oh and by the way... Be afraid, Brad Pitt. There's a godly gift to Earth in a boy who plays Luke Van Helsing in a brand new (UK) TV show called "Demons". Holy Smoochy Moo. Born as late as 1986, this boy (Christian Cooke) will stimulate response from quite many girls in the near and far future, I dare say.

I asked a friend of mine to send me a screenshot of this handsome devil for your viewing pleasure, but apparently Christian can't act enough to NOT make a weird face. There's this one, anyway.

He's too pretty now, but a few lines around the eyes and girls will be on their knees in front of him. I'd say, however, that once he hits thirty (and stays far away from drugs, booze and late nights) this boy might grow up to be something awesome! If he (in addition to the trippy way of life avoidance -part) grows a good nature and well-mannered behaviour too, he could be something.

Another show (UK), "Dead Set": I'm a great fan of everything zombie, but this one just sucked. I mean really sucked. Don't bother. Unless you like everything that yells "suck" in every frame. But hey, that's just my opinion.

Hahahah. I just figured out that Mentalist creator was the same guy that was behind Rome, of which I loved the first season. So, will I hate Mentalist after this season, too?

Eric's Hot

No, not Eric Cartman

Eric Northman the character from True Blood. His real name? Dunno and don't care, apple to ones eye won't need a name because it just lasts for that second. Well, for you who care, this cutie pie is voted ten or so times the hottest guy in Sweden. Born in Stockholm, Sweden in 1976 was named Alexander Skarsgård (and yes he is related to Stellan Skarsgård, being the son).

I bet my life he's gay.

And in this photo on IMDB, he looks like Eva Green.

I love Swedish, especially coming out of something that looks like that.

Anyway, rest your eyes on this:


Or this...



How kawaii is THAT? Huh? I always though guy wearing a top like that was hillbillyish, but look at that pack? Would you put that in a suit? Nooooooo-o.

And when the hell did I start liking guys with long hair? Swedish guys.. well, I used to date a guy from Stockholm, but he was a computer whiz, drove a BMW and was too skinny.

They killed him!

Jim has been shot and survived. He looks at Melinda and waits for her to wake up after falling asleep next to Jim's hospital bed. When Melinda opens her eyes, they have a short conversation:

Jim: You're more beautiful every time I see you.
Melinda: You're awake! I love you.
Jim: Mel, there's a thing that happened. Umm... Uh, it's called an embolism - it's a technical term and you don't need to know about it.
Melinda: Let me go get you a doctor.
Jim: No, please. Just look at me, right here. Please look at me, right now. Look, look at me right here. I want you to remember me this way, please.

By this time Melinda understands there's something wrong, so she looks at the bed where Jim was sleeping when she fell asleep in the chair. His body is on the bed and the heart rate monitor now shows flatline. He's gone.

Jim: I'll always love you, Melinda
Melinda: No.
Jim: Always
Melinda: No, not you. Please, not you.

So, that's Ghost Whisperer for me. Killing Jim was the last episode I'll see.

My New Favorite Show

True Blood.

I didn't like Anna Paquin at the first look, but after reading all the Sookie Stackhouse books, I think she's jut fine.

I love everything in this show.. everything. It's a shame there's only material for one season or one and a half.

I love the music that plays in the background when Bill is glamouring someone.

I love the look in Bill's eyes when he's angry..

I love it that they don't speak that clinical, forced pretty English.

Thanks HBO.

Dark Knight

For some reason, I didn't feel the Joker. I just kept seeing that obviously shy young man behind that mask. I saw the moves from hundreds of other films and it left me numb for some reason.

Most of the action sequences and the parts where the movie tried to kept suspension, I predicted everything that would happen, so I was only surprised in one scene - and so was most of the theater. The music was unfortunately subtle, no great feelings or high notes. I expected more from Zimmer - but on the other hand, I've never really liked Howard's production so I guess that's what made the movie lame.

When those things put aside, I can't regret I paid money to see Dark Knight. I liked everyone - even Maggie "Secretary" Gyllenhaal. The action was good enough and the end didn't leave me cold. I'm going to see the movie again this weekend and try to forget Heath Ledger under the Joker suit and only see the Joker.

A good movie. Well done, everyone.

Jessica Alba & Tarzan

I didn't even realize Jessica Alba is of anything else than "white" descent until I read she said "Don't call me latina". I always thought latina is something you call a woman of full latin born parentage, but one can be wrong only for so many times ;)

I saw Silver Surfer today, by the way. How does it seem to me that Chris Evans is not much of an actor? But I suppose good looks override the disability to say your lines without sounding as if you were reading them from a paper.. I don't mind, don't get offended. I've always preferred the talkers in my relationships, but for a guy who looks like that, I wouldn't mind if we couldn't create a decent conversation.

The weather has been weird today. First, it was raining. Then the wind rose. Then it was snowing. Then a blinding sunshine from a clear blue sky, then some more snow and now it's just a clear blue sky again. It should be 20 degrees (centigrade) BELOW and we're getting pollen warnings. How creepy is this?

OH, hey, I just had the brainstorm of my life.

I wish they'd remake Tarzan. The animals - of course - could be CGI.

Jane could be Jessica Alba and Tarzan (of course) Chris Evans. And the voices.. The elephant could be the guy who played opposite Heigl in Knocked up, the chubby one. The panther should be Christopher Lee, the mother could be Queen Latifah and the leader ape could be Robert DeNiro.

Good idea, eh?

Dean Winchester's Ring

Haha!

I figured that one out.

I bet Dean Winchester's ring (in Supernatural) is actually Jensen Ackles' wedding ring. He's married to his girlfriend and wants to tribute her by wearing the wedding ring in his right hand. I suppose that's nothing new. I happened to find a shop that sells wedding rings exactly like the one Dean wears..

So girls, lock your dreams in the Box Of Dead Wishes and throw it into the garbage, because all hope has to be abandoned. Or not.

Or, of course I just might be wrong and the ring just might be a Tibetan prayer spin ring..

Sometimes Thoughts Just Go..

I just noticed, how CSI's Warrick (Gary Dourdan) has blueish eyes. I know the eye color hasn't got much to do with the skin color, but that surprised me. It could be possible, that there has been someone in his family - like - a hundred years ago, who had blue eyes, but anyways. I can only imagine how much fun it is to be smart and to understand things. Imagine the pleasure of new findings..

I have to return the JAVA course final test today. I've finished it, but I just don't want to send it because I could't answer some stuff and I really, really wanted to score 'cause I was trying to learn this time.