Monday

Toothache and Medvedev

For some strange reason they are still expecting us that Medvedev is Russias' president..? Well, yes, he might be the president, but the one who rules them all is Putin. They just think we are stupid enough to think there is no new Stalin or Lenin in Russia. Come to think of it.. I just might lose my head for having said that...

I woke up with a tootache, third day in row. It's killing me to know that it still takes another thirty days before my dentist. Or then I just might call the emergency and say I can't sleep or chew properly. Latter being not necessarily a bad thing.

Friday

Summer's Gone

Aaaw, I just noticed there are so many yellow leaves already! That means the summer is gone, though I'm pretty sure it's still warm outside. I haven't been properly out for a week or two; I've gone out for groceries, not really for anything else. Been mostly playing Fallout 3 or Civ IV.

We have a new parrot, an agapornis roseicollis, and she's making my nerves crack. I'm not her numero uno human, and she's so letting me know I'm not the IT person for her. She sings very prettily, but tends to do these terrible screeks in the morning, if I don't go and turn the radio on for her. She's pretty, yellow and red and bites hard. How do you teach a bird not to bite you, anyway? You can't push her away not to make her fear your hand. She doesn't understand yelling at her.. There are days when I wish J woudn't have taken her at all, but most days she just keeps melting my heart over and over again.

For all my life, I have written these short stories, nothing fancy and more teen stuff than grown up stuff. I did this one story, over 70 pages and decided it was too crappy. Now I have a writer's block and it's killing me. I get nothing out. I wish I was natural, that words just came out me.. but nothing. I'm worthless, talentless and ugly. What more could go wrong?

I have applied for 23 positions in the last three weeks. Three replies, one interview, no job. I'm starting to hate this unemployment. Every month without a job makes the chance of getting work go further.

Thursday

<3

Did I already mention that I've graduated?

About The Guy Who Said He Was Going To Kill Me

Remember the argument I had with this immigrant? About him parking where ever he wanted?

Well, a few days ago I learned that he is has an arrest warrant on him in Sweden and he's wanted for questioning here.. So he has committed crimes in Sweden. Now he's stolen his daughters' passports..

... but I heard he still is in this town and he tried to burn his apartment in order for them to get a bigger and better apartment.

So this is how they pay back our help.