Saturday

The Dead Uncle

My uncle died two days ago.

He drowned.

Again, a wrong person died, I wish it'd hit someone else than him.

He hadn't called for 14 years and was one among the many who believed all the bullshit my mother fed them..

I don't feel sorry. He and his wife never stood up for me, never offered comfort, nothing. Why would I give a bull.. and the best part is that my sister who received the same zero as me, lost her marbles when she heard, called me crying and all shit.

Does this mean I'm emotionless OR is about me not caring a bull about the people who didn't care about me?

I lost an uncle and somehow I can't make myself care.

All I want is to inherit some money.

Thursday

Results

I've been testing myself at http://www.okcupid.com/ and various other locations...

According to some tests I'm 47% Nerd, 28% Geek and 2%Dork. How cute. I also found out that I will die on 13th December 2062 and that I'm 71% fuckable, 68% innocent, 68% dirty minded and like masculine, exotic men. On that I'd like to disagree, because most of the men I'm attracted to are normal-looking guys. A test suggested that I'd like Vin Diesel. EEEEW, double eeeew and .. eew. As most of you know, the ten guys I would shag without a thought:

Colin Farrel - He'd have to talk all the time, though - gotta love the accent.
Ewan McGregor - He's so cute. But he'd have to be clean-shaven and groomed.
John Light - but only if he wore a black long coat and had an evil look in his eyes
Jenson Button - Such a cutie - he's been my favorite since I was -like 16-
Viggo Mortensen - But he'd have to wear his LOTR outfit..
Leandro Faria - OH MY GOD..
Brent Van Zant - ... Is it hot in here?
Gary Dourdan - Those eyes..
Cillian Murphy - There's something really scary about him..
Gerard Butler - He'd have to speak all the time, too.. and never close his eyes..

Saturday

Scary Movie 4

.. It sucks, basically.

Wednesday

Sick

I've been sick for 15 days now.

It's like morning sickness, but the whole day.

I guess it's the bump in my tummy. The thing they found last December, the tumor but not tumor "I've never seen anything like this" -thing.

They'll take it out soon.