Sometimes you just miss it.
I've never done drugs but I suppose that falling in love is the ultimate high.
By the way, I had a dream of my friend earlier this year. A kiss that never happened between us. At that time I thought it was an omen of a goodbye and it was. It was an omen of a whithered friendship, I think. According to dreammoods, kiss that ends before it happens "indicates that you are unsure of how he or she really feels about you."
That was something weird anyway, we were friends but sometimes he was, like, there was something else.